Wednesday, July 20, 2005
i wish i cried there instead of waiting.
tears don't come anymore ;
WHY?! is there any reason why?
why at this point of time?
why not before or after?
why? thats the question; why?
i simple don't understand. 4x100m relay finals.
we COULD have gotten a gold.
we COULD have gotten a great timing.
we COULD have. we COULD.
BUT we DIDN'T.
WHY?! why?
because of a simple passing.
because of a sudden change or runners.
because she couldn't wait.
SHE COULDN'T WAIT.
i hate it.
when i had a chance of running the relay; getting a great timing and getting a medal.
that chance that ONE chance was ruined.
one chance. one LAST chance. sighs.
maybe because it was for another reason.
maybe it was MY fault.
maybe i disobeyed GOD and this was his way of punishment.
MAYBE.
i guess i'll NEVER get to run the relay again? not with everyone else around that is.
the satisfaction is gone. maybe it won't even come back.
/ Storyline
*BANG*
the gun went off and i ran.
passed to val and shouted for her to GO GO GO!
she was going to pass to her
BUT she started off WAY WAY TOO EARLY
(for goodness SAKE!)
val almost didnt pass to her.
but she did and her ran to pass ot balpreet.
balpreet caught up with the nanyang girl that was leading and caught the lead
AND WE WON! :D
what a GREAT story.
but stories are NEVER that simple.
here's the climax.
YELLOW FLAG.
we got BLOODY DISQUALIFIED.
val and her passed OVER the zone.
/QUOTE ; why did she start ANOTHER 26feet before val hit the mark?! /
wth.
hugged val and bal before the 4x4.
they were going to cry.
but i was numb & emotionless.
went back to where everyone was sitting.
moodless.
tried to cheer for the C div girls.
shouted and emotions flew.
i wanted to cry.
but not in front of the crowd.
i didnt want to go to the toilet
cause i'll miss the races.
so brave the front.
i stopped the tears from flowing
and continued to cheer.
/ END Story
i guess thats the end of good relay teams for me.
on the BRIGHT side.
we have new records.
we won the C div girls title.
breaking the St Nicks tradition of winning :D
we won them by 1 point :D YES AH!
C div boys got 2nd.
B div girls got 4th.
i guess it was a pretty good achievement.
{ tear my heart open }
9:24 pm
